Post by Deleted on Aug 21, 2016 9:44:50 GMT
Cameron sat in the crowded club, the music beating in his chest and the lights leaving him in a trance. Every now and then he would glance around worriedly. He was on his own. He always was. It wasn't like he had any friends to go with in the first place. He wouldn't want them here anyhow. He was drinking for one, but mostly he was checking out guys. Other guys. It... It wasn't normal. He was supposed to like girls right? Think all their parts were sexy and want to date and get to know them. But he didn't. He didn't want to be... That. It was frowned upon right? Thar was why he did it in secret. To make it seem more real. He sat here with his drink and found a cute guy to watch. Most of the time he would imagine being in a relationship with that person. To hold their hand in public, see them smile at him, dance with him and even... Kisses.
Of course Cam had kissed girls before, he didn't feel anything substantial. He hadn't kissed a boy. Ever. That was wrong. Right? But thinking about it. It felt okay, better. So this was his secret. That night he was watching a couple. A girl and boy around his age. They were dancing and having fun. They looked so happy. The man was dressed up in a suit and looked particularly dashing. Cameron was imagining dancing with him. It was fun. He had a slight, goofy smile on his face as he slid his eyes across the crowd of dancers. His smile fell as he locked eyes with somebody nearby. They were staring right at him! They had seen!
He sat in shock as the person approached him. When they were in earshot, which was pretty close given the music, he said loudly. "I dozed off, sorry to bother you." It was a lame excuse, but he was mortified.
He sat in shock as the person approached him. When they were in earshot, which was pretty close given the music, he said loudly. "I dozed off, sorry to bother you." It was a lame excuse, but he was mortified.